Here is my first testimony of answered prayer ❤️
When you’re at the point of death. Yes death. And someone comes along and saves you. All I’ve ever seen have been so appreciative.
That’s me. No one knew. I had shared it with not one human being, not a tree in the woods …I have a reason for saying that. It’s another testimony in itself that includes an Uncle from Salt Lake. Anyway …no one knew.
I had it all planned out. I was miserable, hurting and empty. I had two young children but was empty and so selfish only thinking of my pain. I was so empty I could not think of love just pain. I had suffered losing a Husband to suicide 😔 😭😭😭 and remarried to an abusive man. And I was hurting inside. I’d tried what I felt like was everything. None of it made this life worth living.
I had made up my mind , had the beer in the car and the strongest sleeping pills available. I knew that because the doctor who prescribed them told me so. Another crazy story. Anyway…I was ready , just hadn’t done it quite yet. But knew I was with absolutely no doubt.
Well someone unexpectedly knew my plans. I had no idea. But on November 22, 1981 on a Sunday morning at 10 am …I was in my living room (location of our home and additional details another story ) I tuned the TV on and stopped on a preacher. Who was he ? I have no idea. Because he was not my rescuer.
He was the one who introduced me to my rescuer , but he wasn’t the one. One day I hope to also meet him and say thank you for your obedience.
But that November morning, I met LIFE ! TRUE LIFE !!! HIS NAME IS JESUS !!! HE’S the one that knew my plans and sent this preacher to ask the very thing I had decided. The preacher asked if I , yes me because I was listening. My husband was in the room but not listening. So this man was talking to me. He asked have you tried everything this life has to offer and it’s not enough? You have in your heart that you do not want this life anymore ? And he kept saying just exactly what I needed to hear. He said life is truly only found in ONE…and HIS NAME IS JESUS CHRIST . He taught what JESUS had done for me so that I could have life. True life. Because the reason I was miserable was I had never really ever even had life. Not True life. That is found only in ONE…and HE IS LIFE ! I learned the TRUTH that morning and as they Bible says …THE TRUTH will set you free !!! And it did !!! Suddenly after accepting THE TRUTH of how much HE loved me and had paid for me !!! And was willing to take all of this nasty sin and heaviness off of me and HE’S The only one who could. Oh my Goodness!!! I became a thousand million pounds lighter. I accepted HIS Love , Forgiveness , Mercy !!!
And asked HIM to come live in my heart and be my LORD and Savior. And HE did !!! Yall I came Alive on the inside for the very first time ever ever ever !!! I was soooo happy and free!!!
I wanted to tell everyone and I did. And the preacher told me I needed to tell others. I was free !!!
Did I become perfect? No .. I’m still not. But as I’ve let HIM HE has and is still working on me. And the more I let HIM do that the Happier and Freer I become. It’s been going on what 35 years !!! I’ve messed up. But HE has never ever left me , even when other’s thought he had because of the trap the devil set for me that I freely fell into. But JESUS was with me through it all !!!
Some think HE can’t be with you when you sin..yet they sin and HE hasn’t left them.
I’ve sadly put it to the test and always been quick to repent. HE knows, they don’t.
So I have a Person who saved my life, or I would not be here today. I would not just have been dead… but in hell. The devil had me deceived into thinking if I end it all the pain would be gone. Well that was a lie for sure. The pain would have just begun and there would never have been an end. I almost fell into that trap. But JESUS RESCUED ME. And I’m forever rescued !!! HE is my life ♥️ ❤️ 💓 Now and all through eternity!!! I’ve since introduced HIM to others as they have let me.
I love to introduce you to HIM if you have not truly ever met HIM.
HE LOVES US ALL !!!
And because of HIS great love I love you too. ❤️🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽
– S. (From Virginia, USA)
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